God Was Always Speaking, I Just Wasn't Listening: A Veteran's Journey from Suppression to Salvation - Paperback

by Ben Duelley (Author)

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Sometimes, everything changes with just one whisper.

He had it all-or so it seemed. A decorated Naval Officer, a devoted family man, and a respected leader.

But behind the uniform, the success, and the sense of duty, he was drowning.

Depression. Anxiety. Self-doubt. The weight of life pressed in.

Until a sunny day in September, the moment everything changed.

In this brutally honest memoir, Ben lays bare his deepest struggles-the unseen battles that nearly consumed him, the supernatural encounters that shattered his doubts, and the miraculous events that unfolded during a mission trip to El Salvador.

And once you hear his story, you might begin to recognize the whispers in your own.

Inside, you'll discover:

• The mental health battles many carry in silence-depression, anxiety, and the quiet toll of veteran life
• How God speaks in unexpected ways, and why His voice is so often overlooked or dismissed
• The hidden cost of appearing strong while slowly coming apart on the inside
• A faith-centered path toward meaning and purpose for those navigating life after the uniform

This book is for:

• Men & women battling silent struggles-faith, mental health, and identity
• Veterans searching for purpose beyond the uniform
• Anyone desperate to know if God still performs miracles