{"product_id":"fascination-paperback","title":"Fascination - Paperback","description":"\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eCallie Wylie\u003c\/b\u003e (Author), \u003cb\u003eKennedy Savant\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSome people lose themselves slowly, in increments so small they barely notice. A job that requires a different version of you. A version of yourself that learns to perform rather than feel. A life that looks exactly right and fits exactly wrong.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCallie Wylie lost her parents and one of her best friends within three years. And somewhere in the wake of grief and survival, she came face to face with a quieter loss she hadn't seen coming: the version of herself that wanted things simply because they delighted her, took up space without apology, and never once waited for permission.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe version she'd built to survive no longer worked. And the version she used to be felt impossibly far away.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe turning point comes on the Oregon coast, in a seaside arcade she'd been visiting since childhood. Standing alone at the same game she'd played a hundred times before, rolling the same little ball across the same worn board, something shifted. She's not performing or producing, or proving anything. She's just there, fully there, feeling something she'd forgotten how to feel. Fascination. The feeling she'd been chasing without knowing it. Permission to want a different life, and the quiet realization that she's the only one who can give it to herself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFascination is a memoir about grief, identity, and the long road back to yourself. It's about what gets quietly dismantled when you spend years surviving instead of living, and what becomes possible when you finally stop. It's about the unglamorous daily decision to keep choosing yourself, the grief that cracks you open enough to let the light back in, and the courage it takes to want something different when you've spent years doing everything you were \"supposed\" to do.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is a book about reclaiming your wonder. About the quiet bravery of building from broken, and the long, messy, beautiful work of becoming yourself again.\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 272\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.61 x 8 x 5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e October 09, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":57191446511921,"sku":"9798997236205","price":34.56,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1004\/9532\/7537\/files\/SZrwQNGTw9798997236205.webp?v=1793307445","url":"https:\/\/mitchellofficial.com\/products\/fascination-paperback","provider":"MITCHELL","version":"1.0","type":"link"}